This house is not a home, where do I go to be alone. Can’t escape me, eyes on the ceiling mind dust don’t mind us can’t seem to catch a break as of late. Who said life was cake, dead bodies on a beautiful beach. Its ugly all over, we hurt drunk or sober. But high its much easier to cope with the lie distract the why and not focus on the question but the quest. I am alive, ready to die on this night. No I’m not brave, just haven’t been hurt enough to turn the page. Every time, these vague moments pass never mine, looking for answers I’ll never find. I long to connect the moon understands my neglect, the cries of a 100o lonely souls live in my breath. I stray, look to the skies and drift away. Bite my tongue on words I can’t say, wish my love would remain, through shades of blue faded through black and grey stains. What’s today, if it rains then I’ll stay… I’ll love you through and through and through and through and through and through and through come what may.
Exploring all the time. Enjoying the adventure. Giving all of me until nothings left. chea
Awaken from a dream more real than reality a beam of dark light gleamed casually but caught my eye which was still low from last nights high. Urge to blow where my bowl go, where she at when I need her.. the one to make my soul glow. Wack I can’t keep her, don’t remember what she said just the way she felt in the bed. Left me dead can I live, First step caught wreck back in the crib. Yet that Silhouette, react to that body I forfeit. Her subtle gestures confessions which relieve the pressure, a humble love the heart can’t measure. In this moment there’s nothing better, nothing we can’t weather… so if I die remember me like 93 til infinity and forever.
Chill as a breeze loving with ease good times remember these… One whisper where we at, dropped the mic left my breath on the track
Her and the camera still rolling, bet before credits start she’ll know that she chosen.. We never grounded in the scene my innocence outlined in green I took her to a place above the screen where we’re not stuck in between. Its not what she use to, connected to the music like bluetooth. Its all chill love like she use to, and fuck the way she feel. a lover’s lust is a crazy real I touch the way she kill…maybe this feeling that it happened before is just a different deja vu from a dream but I’m not sure, what comes to fruition predictions of the lifted I gotta listen, quite my mind so not to miss it. Those brown eyes golden I reflect pale light the moon’s holding she looks through my facade and everything I’ve stolen. ha nothing’s left except my breath heart cut eyes swollen, she told me not to pray= her voice hits my ears everything gonna be ok. I catch myself and laugh letting the moment pass full of what we can’t say. Dread this wishing it all could last. Words escape me not shook all that’s left is a look,
clouds pouring the skies falling don’t look
If you love me you’ll let me go
If you love me you’ll tell me no
Yes I’m sure treat me like you did before, when we were strangers and you swore… nothing changes mi amor
Don’t cry with me just lie with me, tell me everything’s fine
I’ll see you tomorrow then you’ll be mine, say goodbye and kiss this rhyme
This morning my space was interrupted by time exploring her face just to be sure her beauty pure never corrupted by a beauty store. On the low I worship her with every chance I get one overwhelming glance that’s it. Through her mind endless traveling Heart strings unraveling the dance is quick. Before she wake up to my smile I take a while to romance in it. Goodmorning baby her voice serenades and relaxes me crazy I’m ready for breakfast sex and maybe, w&b more lying down would make it great.
Wish I could say I bleed what I don’t need drips of passion on my sleeve she sees, always could open my heart with ease even after. The hurt hit like a breeze one day we’ll look back in laughter. I don’t care how much you love Love in the end it don’t matter. Drunk off conversation her words cooled my tongue impatient with possible I’m waiting but what’s stopping you? True romance in the hands of two romantics, I smelt her flower roses can’t compare to the power, so understand it. The darkness of the hour gleamed light from stars in a pitch black sky the wine was white, could heat my soul with the warmth of the night. Tempted by this I held her hand with a kiss. Wanted to be her man guiding us through an empty abyss, thoughts dwindle in the midst of uncertainty. Certain my words won’t come close, New feelings emerging hurting me. So fragile the moment takes her, gentle with my touch so not to break her. We made it Captivated in the motions I embrace her.
With no intentions to save her I cherish this before its a blur, in those few seconds I fell for her
I’m back up in this bitch like free tits on tuesday she admits that her intent was to submit, hooray! so by all means please proceed I’m a sunset on christmas eve over the sea if you didn’t notice me with this golden poetry I’m pretty ephemeral in ways you only think is nocturnal. My eyes ravage her x-o days on a calender marked in the dark the glow of a broken heart she sad its me I’m glad its her. And nobody’s happy bittersweet satisfied like my mom when daddy lied so I’m not quick for wedding bells and dress rehearsals that don’t mean shit just cheesy moments like commercials. What’s the point of love if all you do is display it, Not a secret but I like it private like where we freak it. Roll a spliff as we kiss aware our life is bliss, savor the times all we have is this. All we have is this, she whispers let me grab your dick. Jeans unzip her pussy got the wettest grip, mercy baby you’re mine I’m yours„„, we roll again just to be sure,
the credits rolling, encore
You never miss a moment… to let me know you’re disappointed… dear Mom you’re killing me, inside out literally. Wish you had someone to vent to I can’t continue…to keep losing my mental. Work is the only safe venue, listen you act like its fine I won’t pretend to. Shadows grow in my mind the pain is sentimental…
They say we’ll find our way
But my home isn’t where I stay.
Just breathe, the tears fall and I drop to my knees. There’s only me, its only me. My chest is tight, my breaths are heavy something ain’t right. The sun sets no time to pray. No kiss goodnight.
The wind blows as the clouds rouse I got gone
and found my way. I got gone lost in the fray